Six days past transfer today. How am I feeling? In short, crazy. Which is typical. I'm going through all of the normal junk during the 2ww. I wake up in the morning feeling hot and sweaty and my chest aches and I think, "Maybe." Then I get the day started and within an hour I feel basically normal for the remainder of the day and I think, "Nope." After dinner when I'm exhausted from the day and this never ending cold, and my pants feel maybe a little tighter from dinner I think, "Maybe, but I doubt it." So about 5% of my day is maybe, 5% is maybe with doubt, and 90% is no way. Then I go to bed and wake up to do it all over again. Yippee.
Beta is still (you've got to be kidding me) 8 days away at 14dpt. Last time at the very same clinic I got my result at 9dpt. What's up with that? A nine day wait seems so much more reasonable, and much less crazy-inducing. My plan is to test Friday night so I have the weekend to either deal with bad news, or worry like an insane person about numbers. I hope I get to feel insane! No matter what, I expect the weekend to be difficult as it will be the one year anniversary of the shit ultrasound. Yuck.
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Fingers crossed!! You are brave to wait until Friday!!! Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteAh yes, the crazies of the 2WW. I always flip flopped daily too. The wait does seem insanely long. Can't wait to hear about your test on Friday!
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ReplyDeleteThe waiting feels insane doesn't it? All the best and I will keep my fingers crossed that you get an excellent positive result. :D
ReplyDeleteI wanted to see how you are doing. Hope well and that you see great news tomorrow if you decide to test!!
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